FAR AWAY
It's unbelievable when someone is here today and GONE tomorrow. The feeling can be unbearable and so raw that it takes your breath away. Sometimes, I cry and constantly think about you and what I could've done to save you and save me from this HEARTACHE!!
Recently, I just lost my brother's best friend to suicide to a totally different situation than the video. It's so unfortunate to see him leave in these circumstances. I've been so distraught and missing him so much. There is so many things I wish I could've said to save him. I wish I could've held his heart and comfort him through the pain he was enduring.
All I can say is CHERISH everyone you meet and LOVE everyone back who LOVES you! Most importantly, always be a concern friend because you never know what your friends maybe fighting inside.
RIP GO GETTA MIKE
Love,
LipsLoxxed
The Return
Getting off your path is always a lost time for you. You lose focus to the goal at hand and have difficulties understanding WHY and What Happen? It seems like it takes so long to get where you want to be or where you use to be. Overtime, it becomes extremely frustrating. However when you get there, You are a new person!
A new person with more stripes in life, you are more prepared! You understand and appreciate it differently. Everything is different!!
Is coming off your path so bad? In a sense, NO! There is always a reason for being derailed. You could be preparing for something newer and bigger than what you expected. At this point, its best to keep doing your thang because what needs to happen will happen. When you finally return to your path, the reward will be unbelievable.....
LipsLoxxedPR
A new person with more stripes in life, you are more prepared! You understand and appreciate it differently. Everything is different!!
Is coming off your path so bad? In a sense, NO! There is always a reason for being derailed. You could be preparing for something newer and bigger than what you expected. At this point, its best to keep doing your thang because what needs to happen will happen. When you finally return to your path, the reward will be unbelievable.....
LipsLoxxedPR
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Good Girl Gone Bad
So they say if a Good Girl Gone Bad, She Gone Forever! But Hell who creates her?
They say is nothing like a SCORN WOMAN because she can make your life difficult. She is the one who gives up everything just for you to have something. It just takes one day, one time, one minute, and one second before she get fed up! So then she is formulated by all the b.s. you put her through. She finally says, "It's Over" and she means it this time. She becomes heartless towards you, while you trying to hold on to your pride. The girl who truly loved you and wanted you is "leaving you" because she learns that she deserves BETTER! Yes, Better!! She is hurt to her SOUL but she realize if she stays, this might get uglier. Boy, you don't want this to get ugly.
Quite frankly, I believe she is GONE FOREVER when it pertains to YOU! Of course, she holds hurt which makes love relationships suffer but that's HUMAN NATURE! We all are hesitant to start all over again but we yearn for the love of others.
Who create US? You are the blame, however we become the Scapegoat of it all. Like Chrisette Michele said, "Blame it On Me" which is easier for you. This is called "Guilty" Technique, so we can feel bad about how things turned out. Such a Jet-Eye Mind Trick aka Reverse Psychology that we fall victims of because of wanting be with you. BUMP THAT!! You also create us by not showing us our "worth" that we have control over. We let you do so much that we don't realize it. I guess "LOVE is BLIND". Once we get tired of the mistreatment then we are a "Good Girl that let a someone diminish our self-worth", which is never GOOD!!
Who create US? Ladies, we are the blame too. WHY?? We let these men plant these seeds that we can be treated less than what we are worth. Yeah, You are not demanding what is yours! You deserve more than you can imagine but it starts with you. Yes, you are the example to the WORLD how you should be treated. If you let others come and treat you how they believe you should be treated then you are telling the world, TREAT ME LESS DESERVING!! Treat me like NOTHING!! Ladies, aren't you worth more than that? Think About it seriously. So now, You are a "Good Girl Gone Bad because you don't know your SELF-WORTH".
Ok, Just for the Record, I don't have a chip on my shoulder but I have learned a lot . I know my worth and I have regain the self-confidence that I lost through experiences. My spirit is no longer broken by situations that I enabled. I just know that I am a "GOOD GIRL with BAD GIRL SIDE" that can take care of you and love in ways that will set any mans' soul on fire. I know the GAME that's it I know the GAME!!
"Good Girl Gone Bad is not Gone Forever" that was good Jay-Z Punch Line for "Song Cry". This song talks about how he did his girl so wrong that she is GONE from him FOREVER!! Nevertheless, we all are Good Women, we just need to realize how Good we Are! Men Stop Frontin and realize the Good Women you have
You Know I am Bad,
LipsLoxxed
Not Easily Broken
Hmmmm.... My Defense Mechanism!
Its easy to fight you than to love you!! Its easy to walk away than to stay... I apologize my heart can't take it.
Its unfortunate that many of us fight the ones who adores us the most because of our past relationships. Granted, we all want to be in-love and someone to love us back. However, it's so difficult to let your guards down and trust someone to glue your heart back together.
My Defense Mechanism.....
Grandmother
Grandmother,
Its soon that you will become an Angel
If I could only get a Miracle
If you leave, I know for sure you will be caring for me
I will miss you from the bottom of my heart
My deepest feelings and my tears
If I sat quietly, wishing, praying that the mist of this pain would be swept away
I believe God has a better job for You at home
Without you it will be quiet, but I know that you are not in pain, quietly sleeping
Hold my head high as the mountains in memory of YOU
My memories will be so precious, my strength will be so strong
You will always be a woman with many lessons to teach
GOD, Please give me the miracle to SAVE YOU
In my eyes, You are not suppose to leave
Consciously, I know and understand
I love You Grandma
5 Reasons God Permit Problems
A friend of mine emailed this to me! It has changed my entire outlook when it involves problem. Hopefully, it will do the same for you ;)
5 Reasons GOD Permits Problems
The problems you face will either defeat you or develop you--depending on how YOU respond to them. Unfortunately, most people fail to see how God wants to use problems for good in their lives. They react foolishly and resent their problems rather than pausing to consider what benefit they might bring. Here are five reasons God May have Permitted the problems in your life:
1. God permits problems to DIRECT you. Sometimes God must light a fire under you to get you moving. Problems often point us in a new direction and motivate us to change. Is God allowing this situation to get your attention? "Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways. " Proverbs 20:30
2. God permits problems to INSPECT you. People are like tea bags... if you want to know what's inside them, just drop them into hot water! Has God tested your faith by allowing a problem or two into your life? What do problems reveal about you? "When you have many kinds of troubles, you should be full of joy, because you know that these troubles test your faith, and this will give you patience." James 1:2-3
3. God uses problems to CORRECT you. Some lessons we learn only pain and failure. It's likely that as a child your parents told you not to touch a hot stove. But you probably learned by being burned...Sometimes we only learn the value of something...health, money, a relationship...by losing it. "It was the best thing that could have happened to me, for it taught me to pay attention to your laws." Psalms 119:71-72
4. God permits problems to PROTECT you. A problem can be a blessing in disguise if it prevents you from being harmed by something more serious. Last year a friend was fired for refusing to do something unethical that his boss had asked him to do. His unemployment was a problem-but it saved him from being convicted and sent to prison a year later when management's actions were eventually discovered. "You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good"... Genesis 50:20
5. God permits problems to PERFECT you. Problems, when responded to correctly, are character builders. God is far more interested in your character than your comfort. Your relationship to God and your character are the only two things you're going to take with you into eternity.
"We can rejoice when we run into problems...they help us learn to be patient. And patience develops strength of character in us and helps us trust God more each time we use it until finally our hope and faith are strong and steady." Romans 5:3-4
** Here's the point: God is at work in your life-even when you do not recognize it or understand it. But it's much easier and profitable when you cooperate with Him.**
"Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle."
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